Thanks to all who offered advice and kind words about my post, “what’s the freakin’ point“. I ran to the lake yesterday without the stopwatch, and it was a great run. Probably not a great pace, but I felt good about it 🙂

I actually strapped on my heart rate monitor and planned on putting tape over the time readout of the watch. I wanted to have the data to enter into my training log after the workout was done. As fate would have it, I walked out the door forgetting to put the watch on. Probably a good thing, because I would have been tempted to peek at the time once I got to the lake (1/2 way point). And the time probably would not have been what I wanted, and that would have dragged me down.

My plan was to run 3 miles to the lake and back at a moderate pace. It was only 75 degrees, so I just carried 20 ounces of water in my palm holder bottle. I dropped in a tablet of NUUN. I’m loving that stuff!

buffman.pngAt about the 1.5 mile mark I passed a buff looking guy who was running along the same route. Did you hear that? I passed someone running! And it was a male! Ever since my last race, whenever I see a buff dude during a workout or a race, I call him Buffman. Tee Hee.

After passing Buffman, I felt peer pressure to run with good form, because I knew he was behind me, at least for a while. I was not trying to kill myself , or run fast, as this was not supposed to be a hard run. But I wanted to “run well”. I kept up this “running well” bit for a half mile, tempted to look back to see if Buffman was still there, but not wanting to look like a dork. So I didn’t look back.

About a half mile later, I turned a corner on Lakeshore Dr. I glanced over my shoulder, and sure enough, Buffman was not far behind me. I kept up my good running focus all the way to the lake, again not knowing if he was back there. At the lake, I turned around and started heading back home. I passed Buffman going the other way…I smiled and waved “hello”. When I made the turn at the end of Lakeshore, I noticed that he was gone.

I was still feeling strong and positive and thought I might stretch this 6 mile run to a 7 miler. I checked the water level in my bottle, and it was enough to last me, so I veered off course. The new route turned out to be very hilly. Perfect training grounds for the Duke Monster.

But wait, there’s more…

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Seriously, there is more to this story. At the top of a hilly road called Kenmore Drive, another dude came running along from a side street on the left and pulled in right in front of me. buffman.pngThis Buffman was running just a little bit faster than me. Okay, I thought, here’s an opportunity for me to try and keep up with someone running just a little bit faster. I followed this Buffman for about 0.75 miles. I struggled mentally trying to keep up. I’d start falling behind, then try to dig in deeper and work harder to catch back up. I noticed that doesn’t work. Working harder stresses me out, or makes my form degrade or something. Instead, I tried relaxing and focusing on the elements of good form: good posture, fast cadence, slight lean. That did work. I didn’t quite keep up with him, but I did really well. Eventually he turned off to run trails in the park, while I crossed the street to head home. I have to confess that I was kind of relieved.

I chose the hilliest path into my neighborhood. Again seeking hills to train for the Duke monster. I just tried to relax and enjoy the rest of the run home. I love running WITHOUT the stopwatch – so THANK YOU to all who recommended that idea.

When I do the Duke race this year, I do want to wear my stopwatch so I have HR data to compare with prior years. Plus I want to see my time for the swim and bike. But I think I will take the watch off at the first part of the run, and stuff it in my bra, and be disciplined not to look at it. I know if I leave it on my wrist, I will look at it. I want to just relax and enjoy that run and merely focus on “running well”. Who knows, maybe I will even do well on the run. Then maybe I will stop calling that race the Duke Monster.

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